i just miss her alot! girl i miss you!♥

what a rotten night.
guess what i slept at 430am!! && woke up at 6/610am!!
i only slept for an hour plus lah! wth!
i couldn't sleep for the night lah.
due to things that make me awake and pond on things. wth.
sighh..
someone just kill me can?
sigh..
meet with the girls as usual...
finally i pour everything out to serena & yihui, if not idk what will happen to me man..
thanks alot girls!
skipped last 2hours.
went sim lim square to find serena's husband(:
bought my crystal case there..
went for lunch at bugis street!
yucks! the food not nice! so people don't go this shop, "Hong Kong Cafe/ Cruise?" second level at bugis street.
after lunch walk around...
left there around 4plus..
took a bus home.

I thought everything was going fine.
I thought everyone is happy.
I thought everyday was good.
I thought....
my thoughts have been ruin...
my thoughts have no longer been real...
my thoughts have been dead!!!
sighh..
i couldnt get it,when i thought that things was going smoothly... it ends up badly..
sigh..

I wish i could leave.
I wish i could ignore.
I wish i could be blind.
I wish i could be dead.
I wish i could be a child.
I wish...i...cou..ld.. could...sigh.
How i wish...
whatsoever..