TUESDAY:
went school as normal.
yihui, serena & zeelia didn't come school, so only sharon, me & wanchin.
argh!
was having headache in the morning, thought of going home after POA but ended up went home at 12.
back pain + headache=killing me!
so went home with daphne, packed mac back.
ate a few mouth, angeline eat the rest.
take panadol & went to sleep.
slept til 5plus 6?
had dinner.. guess what i wake up 11plus 12 to take panadol again!
sigh..
suppose to meet up with him, but he got things on, so postpone to wendesday.

WEDNESDAY:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!♥
didn't go school, rest at home.
suppose to go out with him, but wasn't feeling well..so again we postpone to next week.
meet zhuzhu to study, suppose to be teaching EBS, but i don't even understand anything expect customer service. haha. which he don't need to know for now. haha.
saw vanessa, ruliang & stephie at mac, say hello only.
study til 4plus?
went popular to buy my ring file for BEO.
after that took bus home. can't stand the pain, it's killing me lah.
suppose to going tua, but was tired, so never go.
he told me to take painkiller, that he left me the other time.
the painkiller did works(:
took panadol after the pain killer...
was much better.. which i could talk on the phone til 12plus?

THURSDAY:
didn't go school today. back aching again...
sian..
woke up at 11plus...
sigh..
didn't want to update anymore...

sigh.
yes, no wasn't what i want to give you.but guess in the end i choose no.
sigh.
i've been thinking of this question, what if i'm gone/disappear/missing///die?
what will happen?
will it be good? bad?
sigh..
didn't know why this question seem to be my daily question..
sigh..
maybe it will happen someday? when is that day? hmm..
i din't know it will be so hard to forget...
i tried my best to forget, but all the memories stay firm in my mind.
sigh.
what you say last night, really make me want to cry...
what could i do to forget every single thing??
avoid, angry or whatsoever, it's up to you.
maybe... maybe there's someone out there better than me? who knows..
sigh..

argh..
my back pain is killing me!!